Monday, December 22, 2008

A very Merry Christmas wish

I have been extremely non-committal in my postings this year, and I apologize to the readers as I have been so busy running a business and maintaining my hobbies. HOWEVER, I want to wish all of you a very Merry Christmas and blessed holiday season. I will post more in the next week as time will permit, including a year in review for all the great things that I have been able to be a part of!

Again, may the joys of the season be overflowing in your life!

ben

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Why I fear for my children... and yours

I have been so caught up in the election season that I have not even had time to write. However, as the days wind down to the election and we prepare to elect our next leader, my fears of what may happen start to increase.

Say we elect Senator McCain. Here we have a war hero (and no, you cannot play that up TOO much) and a patriot that has consistently stood for what is right. I will admit: I did not want him to be our nominee. I was a full-out supporter of Gov Huckabee. Still am. And I know that Mike will have a great chance again someday. However, we nominated McCain, so lets stay there and look at what we get. True leadership in the face of turmoil. Steadfast decision making that has no influence of popularity or political motivation, but looks to the core of what is wrong and makes attempts to fix it. Someone that reaches across the party line and makes attempts to repair what is broken on both sides of the aisle, not just point out what the other side is doing. A man that has defended our country both in uniform, and by standing up for what is right for the boys and girls that continue to wear that uniform. A family man that loves and understands the importance of family values, marriage, life and love. A man that fears God and does not engage in any dealings with those who curse God. All-in-all: a true leader.

Say we elect Senator Obama. A good man. A nice guy. However, someone that has been known to spend money needlessly. Someone, regardless of his belief in the war, did not wholly support the troops fighting it. Someone that believes in homosexual union. Someone that has been a follower of a 'less than Godly' pastor. A man that has said he would talk to leaders of countries that want to destroy us without any pre-tense. A man that can give a good speech, but has not followed up on any speech with good action. A man that has not extended across party lines to take care of the citizens that elected him.

Well, obviously I am a conservative. But it is extremely more important than that. I am an American. And my concern is that we will not have an America left for my young son if we don't get this right. Both candidates have done good and bad things in their past. This election has nothing to do with that. This election is about which candidate is going to put everything else aside and ensure they will come to work every day to do what is best and right for the citizens of the nation above and over everything else. We cannot be a country of ordinary people, because ordinary people fail. And when the world looks to the United States of America for the pulse of the globe, we cannot afford to fail.

Friday, September 12, 2008

Where we were... where we are going

I visited the National Aviation Museum of the US Air Force today here in Dayton. This is not my first visit, however it is the first in my adult life that I was there without a time constraint and limitations that kept me from enjoying it. Though I am not a veteran of the Air Force, I am a veteran, so the inspiration of the exhibit and the history still affects me and reminds me of my 8 years of service.
I could not help but be reflective of the recent anniversary of September 11, 2001. As I walked through President Kennedy's Air Force One, seeing where Lyndon Johnson was sworn in and where JFK's body was transported back, I was reflective of what I have always heard: 'I remember exactly what I was doing when Kennedy was shot'. The same is true of 9/11/01.
I was in school at Naval Air Station Pensacola, FL. I had just transferred from my last sea duty station and had then went to school in Norfolk, and was nearing completion in Florida. I was working on plans to spend my last couple of weekends with some friends in the Tampa area, when I called my wife during a break in class to say hello. She was in tears and was trying to explain what was happening when my instructor came to the room and quickly gathered us to talk about what was happening. After some debate, the base was closed down for 4 days and those of us with specialty qualifications in weapons and tactics were put on detail and watch till we found out what was going on.
Now, it didn't take the events of 9/11/01 to renew a sense of patriotism in my life. Anyone that knows me understands that. However, 7 years later, I find myself reflecting on my 8 years of service and what I think we should do as a country to instill some of that value in others.
First, all high school graduates or persons that reach 18 should be required to give 2 years in service to the country. Military, public service, whatever. Service in our country and for its people may in fact curve violence, crime and dis functionality that makes this country crippled.
Second, we as citizens should take a more proactive approach in our governments operations. Be a Republican. Be a Democrat. Be a Libertarian. WHO CARES! Be active and effect change! Volunteer with your party of choice. Educate yourself in the views and make informed votes. But vote. Be active.
Lastly, be proud of your heritage. Be proud of yourself. And be proud of your country. If you don't like something, don't complain. Act. If you don't think your getting a fair shake, work harder to get it. If you think you can't do it, keep trying till you can.
We have a long way to go. Seven years ago our integrity was questioned. Seven years ago villains attempted to threaten our sovereignty. However, we stood strong. We made it through. We came back and stood taller and stronger than ever before.
As Timothy said in his second book of the New Testament, 'I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith'. You should too.

Friday, August 29, 2008

Grand Slam, Game over!

I have been waiting for this day for months. Finally, all the speculation and the anticipation is over, and we have finally been introduced to the Republican VP candidate. In a word, incredible!

Gov Palin is a formitable woman with a track record for change. She has busted up the politics of her own party and forced change. She doesn't back down, and she fights for what is right. This is truly the best pick for Senator McCain to make.

It is funny. The Obama camp made some rather disparraging remarks regarding the timeline and method that was being used, claiming 'political malpractice', and now we see that he cannot stop the train. Amazingly enough, McCain took everything the Democrats worked for this week and stopped it with one pick.

I now know I am going to stay Republican and vote McCain/Palin.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Counting your blessings... even after a fire


Thankfully nobody was injured in the fire that ravaged the Penske hauler this morning. For those who did not hear, go to www.indycar.com or www.penskeracing.com for the details. What is amazing is that they were able to get the tractor unhooked and to safety.
Hats off to the drivers and good luck to the boys this weekend. Let's get another 1-2 finish!

Thursday, August 14, 2008

An internal change

I have a friend that has went through a pretty miraculous change the last few years. That friend reads this, so I will not disclose any info because of my respect for that person and their incredible journey... however, I cannot help but look at myself and come to the deepening realization that I am broken.
About 4 years ago I was discharged from the Navy after nearly 8 fantastic years. I had met and worked with some amazing people over those 8 years, from kids right out of high school to the most senior-ranking officers in the military. I found my time to be incredibly blessed, even through the tragedy of Sept 11, 2001 and the death of a child. I learned so many valuable trades and lessons that I have been able to carry on to my professional civilian life. I also learned some very troubling things that have hurt me, but they are very few and I don't buy into those things anymore. My discharge was very troublesome because it was retribution by my Commander, not what was best for my situation. I lost faith in my leadership as they pushed me out the door.
During that time in the military I lived a life that was somewhat 'questionable'. I had relationships that were not healthy, but were more about what I wanted. One of them was what looked to be like a great idea, but may have done damage beyond our reach. I drank, however it was typically social and did not affect my life negatively. Until I moved to St Louis I was not in church on a regular basis. My life had seemed to lost focus.
When we moved to St Louis we were able to find a wonderful church, one that I still support as they need it. Through the extremely premature birth, short life and tragic death of our daughter they were there. Pastor and his family had (and still do) such a profound affect on my life that I named my son after them. We also had some very troubling times as Pastor was accused of actions that were false, the church split, and the vision seemed destroyed. Happily, the church has bounced back wonderfully and is growing weekly. I was also honored to help Pastor build his new house, running all the wiring and many other things that needed done. I even shot him (accidentally with the nail gun in the middle of the night) and can say I am the only one to have ever done that!
Why do I share that with you? Because, like my friend above, I have also been able to find purpose and direction with my relationship with God. I am not as involved in church as I was before, but I am still there and serving as I can. In the midst of the chaos that is my 70 hour work commitment every week, I find peace with God in the middle of that storm. 'Come unto me, all those who are labored, and I will give you peace'.
A great verse, and a great outlook for life.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

FINALLY! Expanded coverage and new hope for IndyCar media

It is now official: Versus network will cover at least 13 races for the IndyCar Series in 2009, with expanded coverage and qualification coverage.

THE FANS HAVE WON!!! No more of the 'wham bam, thank you viewer' coverage!

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

A 12-step program for IndyCar addicts

OKAY: THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN... but since I am in a recovery program, I can relate with the real 12-step program, and yes, I am addicted to IndyCar.
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A 12-step recovery program for IndyCar addicts


1. We admit we are powerless over our addiction to wheel-to-wheel action

2. Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves put this obsession in us for high-speed action

3.
Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of as many races as possible

4.
Learned a complete team inventory for our self knowledge of the sport

5.
Admitted to ourselves and to another fan the nature of obsession

6.
Were entirely ready to have our fellow fan cheer in our ears

7.
Humbly asked our family to forgive us for missing holidays and reunions to watch races

8.
Made a list of all persons we wanted to meet that are affiliated with the league

9.
Made direct amends to our wife or husband for forgetting your anniversary but remembering the date of the Indy 500

10.
Continued to take personal every time our driver got wrecked out of the race by Marco Andretti

11.
Sought through meditation and beer drinking to improve our conscious knowledge of the series, down to what a 'wicker bill' is

12.
Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of the IndyCar Series, we tried to carry this message to other addicts, and to practice these principles in all our affairs

Monday, August 4, 2008

Oh Yeah... it was the track...

Inconceivable... Inconceivable.
The Goodyear Tire and Rubber Company has recently come under fire for the Nascar Event at the Indianapolis Motor Speedway. Without too much detail, Goodyear failed to provide a tire that stood up to the new Nascar and the track demands. So, what does Goodyear do? Blame the Indianapolis Motor Speedway!

It all started in the spring when Goodyear conducted their tire test at IMS. During the test, they determined the tire could only handle about 8 to 15 laps before shredding and destroying equipment. So, in an effort to prevent this problem from coming up in July at the race, they did.... NOTHING. THAT'S RIGHT! NOTHING!

Besides the race being a total waste of time, fans were mad, teams were mad, drivers mad, everyone mad. Why would Goodyear bring a tire they knew was a problem when they know the track was not going to be repaved or changed for them? Other than believing the conditions would change with the progression of the event, the only other reason is complacency. Fortunately there were no injuries from accidents, but there was also no competition or excitement.

This event should be a lesson. The fans got screwed. The drivers got screwed. Goodyear didn't seem to care. When the 'rubber met the road' they fell short. Instead of owning the problem and working for a solution, they passed the buck to a track that hosts the most famous races in history on the fastest track and most historical venue. Al Unser Sr and the IMS and contracting staff reconstructed a fantastic racing surface, and if Goodyear cannot get it figured out, then they need to be taken down a peg and sent back to the drawing board.

Long live the Indianapolis Motor Speedway... and long fix the Goodyear problem.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

If I ran for President... who would be my VP?

Here we go....

The candidates are on the VP search trail and we will hopefully get an idea this week as to who they are looking at. With all of this, it got me thinking... Who would I choose if I was crazy enough to run? Note that I would not win with any of these guys, but I really like them

I have 3 candidates:

Former Senator Rick Santorum, PA: He was on the Senate Judicial Panel. He is a man of integrity. He stands for what is right. Plus, he carries a swing state.

Governor Mike Huckabee: steadfast, honest and conservative. Some say he was just clouding things by staying in, but he was in fact leading by showing a 'don't give up' attitude.

General Colin Powell: Military leadership, dedication and poise. He would never run, but he would be a superb VP or President

A new schedule for IndyCar... is this a paradigm shift?

I will admit, I don't like 'right-turn' racing. Street and road courses are not my thing. I don't like slow racing on any level, and on a road course the average speed teeters around 110mph. I am in the minority here, so I will not really go any further on that. I will just say that I really prefer ovals over road courses and street courses.

The IndyCar Series announced the 2009 schedule today. Not a lot of shocking revelations because we knew what was coming. I will say however that I would have preferred to see some events on the schedule change and some different ones chosen. Like Iowa. I don't hate Iowa Speedway, but I don't like going to Iowa then to Richmond immediately afterward. They are too similar. I also think that we need to look at other tracks that are bigger like Daytona's road course or California. There are only 2 courses on the west coast (and Edmonton) and although I live in the Ohio Valley, we are screwing those people out of races by not going west.

Several circuits are very similar. Texas, Chicago, Kentucky and Homestead are similar racing. Not all the same distance, but similar in speed, competition, difficulty, etc. At least the road/street courses really force diversity. Obviously we cannot get another Indy track to the schedule as we cannot run at Daytona or Pocono, but what about Charlotte? There are other track options that should be considered.

So now the schedule is out. Which races will I go to? Indy, Kentucky, and maybe Mid-Ohio. Outside of that, don't know. With the poor media coverage, I may travel and watch more races to make up for not getting good programming on TV.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

How the media covers auto racing

Frustrating… Nothing more than frustrating.
Here we are in the age of television. I personally have over 240 channels at my immediate disposal with my satellite package, and can subscribe to hundreds more. I know that I have loved having my new HD package to go with my TV my wife bought me, and there is nothing better than watching my racing in HD. I would rather watch a bad race in HD than a good movie in standard digital any day. HOWEVER, I am finding myself making time to watch the movie instead of the race. Why? Poor coverage.
This last weekend the IndyCar Series was in Edmonton, Alberta. This is not one of my favorite races because the cars make right turns and drive the course in a ‘clockwise’ fashion. I really don’t like road courses or street courses, but they are here to stay so I have to deal with them. So, I turned on the TV at 5pm when the advertised coverage was set to begin, only to find they were in the cars and getting ready to go. No interviews. No talk about last week. No talk about Paul Tracy making his return. Nothing. Just a ‘start your engines and lets get this thing over with now so we can get to the Nascar race at 7:30. Even after the race, they barely make time to interview the winner and then rush off to another program. Why? Because there is no other channels on the dial to cover the other events coming up. HOGWASH!
I am not a fan of Nascar, but they get it. They have program after program that runs on both sides of the race, conducting interviews, re-hashing last week and getting the fan in the mood for what is about to take place. They have Raceday on Speed, Countdown to Green, etc and so on that makes it very clear that there is a piece of the event that needs to be covered: the human interest piece. After the race there are more shows, and they typically interview the top 5 and then some. Even during the race they cover the ones who wreck and the crew chiefs and get you involved with the personal side of it. And then, they cover all the practice and qualifications too.
I purchased XM radio for the sole reason to listen to races and auto racing programming while I am on the road 4 hours a day and nearly every weekend during the summer. I thought , ‘Surely they will have more than the race on the IndyCar channel’. But they don’t. In fact, the channel doesn’t even play the race. It is broadcast on another channel. They only have 1 program during the week for the series, the Andretti Green Racing Hour. That’s it. No more, and probably would do less if they didn’t have strategic partnership in place. I am considering canceling my membership because I can play CD’s and be more entertained.
I sat and thought about the reasoning behind this whole lack of coverage and only came to one conclusion. The reason I believe things are poorly covered is that they don’t think it would be advantageous to cover the event any more than they do. Well, that is pure crap. The IndyCar series may have less viewer-ship, but they have a more loyal viewing audience. They also show growth in all applicable markets and sectors that they broadcast and advertise. What the entire reason comes down to is league salesmanship. Tony George and the ICS have not done enough to sell the series. Hiring Gene Simmons and his cronies to create ‘I am Indy’ is a joke. How can you be ‘Indy’ when you have taken even that one premier race and shrunk the pre-race to 31 minutes? Why can’t you take some of that money you use for stupid little things and buy another half-hour on each side for the fan?
What am I saying? Simply put, get off your wallet and ego series team members and think about the fans. The rising cost of travel is not the entire reason for people not going to the race. Most people don’t go because it is becoming a ‘race only, no other exciting things to do’ event. The only race with enough fun for the whole family is Indianapolis, and that is even falling away.
Please, IndyCar Series officials and marketing staff, take care of your fan and give them more and better coverage that draws people in and makes them a part of the festivity.

Friday, July 25, 2008

No, I really do like my country... (political)

Amazing... simply amazing.
I cannot use any other words to describe what I have been watching the last few days on the news. It seems that Sen Barack Obama has taken a little trip. In taking this trip, I have heard more positive things about this country come from his lips than any time he has spoken this year. Why do we suppose this is the case? I know exactly. He is not on our soil.
We live in a world that hates the United States of America. If there was any doubt in the minds of our citizens those should have been erased on or around September 11, 2001. As most, I watched the drama unfold throughout the day, however I had a different outlook on things. Not more than 12 weeks prior to those sobering events I lived in New York Harbor, in a little town called Atlantic Highlands, NJ. I was stationed in the harbor aboard a Navy warship, and had just transferred and moved my family on July 1 to St Louis. The events of that September day haunt me because I used to stand on the navigation deck of my ship and look at the towers in the harbor every morning before starting work. When that day happened I was in Florida in school, but it was like I was there. My wife (who grew up there her entire life) was very upset because we had a friend that carpeted the towers (and our house). It really hit home.
Unlike alot of Americans, it did not take that event to instill a sense of patriotism in my life. I have been very patriotic my entire life, always flying a flag, supporting our troops and leaders; even joining the military to give back to a country that gave freedom to me. However, I am the minority. Americans take so much for granted and even dislike American values and standards themselves. How else do you validate the disrespect for law, government, religion and society? I personally believe the hatred directly correlates to the action they take.
I believe Barack Obama loves this country. I just don't think he is sold out to it. I believe he is dedicated to a life of service, but not committed to the sacrifice of service. Numerous times he has spoken of his many dis-tastes in the way this country is, and I strongly disagree with many of those points. Don't get me wrong, I am a Reagan-conservative and a registered Republican, but that does not bend my opinion in this case. The words that he uses, along with the things his wife has said, makes me believe he doesn't have the 'die for my country' mentality all the time.
I am not all that fond of Sen McCain either. I have no doubt in his patriotism, I have doubts in his 'conservatism'. I think he leans a litte too far to the liberal mindset on some issues that I feel strongly about. HOWEVER, given our choices, he is by far the better choice. After all, I don't want to have to learn to speak 'Talibani'.
I will support whomever is elected. I had to do that when my boss was Mr. Clinton, and I joined admist the Whitewater, Travelgate and Monica scandals. I did not agree with his behavior, but I supported him regardless. I supported Mr. Bush regardless, and continue to do so as my president. And I will support the next president, even if it was going to be Sen Clinton. Why? Because being a TRUE PATRIOT means that you trust that the leadership of your land have a much better idea and control on the issues than you need to understand.
I love my country. I love the diversity. I just wish that I believed the politicians when they say the same.

The Espy's

Alright... not a big ESPY fan. Not because I don't like sports, because I do. I just don't think they do a good job of making a show out of it. I do think fondly of Coach Valvano's speech at the first one, but have not really paid much attention to any till this year. I only watched this one because I wanted to see Helio and also check out what Justin Timberlake was going to do. I was pleasantly entertained.
Justin's montage song covered about everything, except auto racing. I thought he did a really good job of mixing the sports side and the humor side, though I don't know that it was all that understandable. I did find the funniest thing to be when he had the Celtics puppets and the actual guys couldn't hardly stay in their seat from laughing so much.
Will I watch the Espy's every year now? Probably not. I will, however 'TIVO' it.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Whining gets you everywhere

If you know me at all, you know I am a big Indycar fan. It started in 1983 when my father took me to my first Indy 500 and has grown to full-blown obsession, going to races and living on the internet and tv sites that carry the sport. However, after this last weekend, I am especially inclined to stop watching the series all together. The reason: Danica Patrick.
Most of you have no-doubtedly seen the altercation she had with fellow female racer Milka Duno at the Mid-Ohio Sports Car Course this last weekend. Most seen a clip of her going to Duno's pit box and talking, followed by towel throwing, obsenities and general 'arguing'. What most did not realize was, in fact, that the behavior is being defended by some people in the media, one of which is a well-respected reporter that covers the series. I don't agree with defending Danica. Quite to the contrary. I feel as though this is just another one of those 'prop the poster child up' senarios.
The facts of the incident are clear. During practice, Danica was following behind Milka Duno around the course. When Danica tried to pass, the slower, less experienced Duno seemed to block her off and not allow her to get by, almost hitting her at one point. A very upset Patrick shook her fist and pitted. After she got out of the car, she went to the Citgo pits and confronted Milka, saying 'didn't you see me?'. Duno immediately started yelling back and threw her towel in Danica's face, making her quite upset and inducing obsenities. More yelling followed and eventually Milka walked away and the crew blocked Danica from talking to her. Then Patrick said something about Brian Barnhart (president of operations, ICS) taking care of it and left.
What Danica should have done is talked to her chief Kyle Moyer. Several times this year (Indianapolis being the most advertised) Danica has had something not go her way, and thinks that she should be able to walk down pit lane, stomping and flailing, confronting other drivers or crews. Instead of cooling off and taking talent and technology into prospective, she immediately decided to run down and start pointing fingers. What does she expect people do to during the race? Move over? Not going to happen, so why expect it during practice?
I think Danica Patrick gets a free pass. I believe this based on her ability to run off at the mouth or storm another racer without reprimand. If I did that at my job I would be fired and most likely get my rear kicked. She seems to get the press and fans on her side. This behavior, though warranted in this case and not all her fault, still lacks good judgement. I personally feel as though a time will come really soon that she ends up in big trouble over her actions, either physically or verbally from another competitor. While most will dismiss her actions as childish and a game she plays to get attention, there are others that are getting tired of it and they won't stand for it much longer.
I am in the latter.

Monday, July 21, 2008

Words can hurt ... even when your own race say them

I am constantly amazed that we live in a society that continually works to oppress and suppress things that others say. Case in point, the Rev. Jesse Jackson has made comments regarding Sen. Barack Obama (D-Ill) that he has avidly preached and protested against others saying. How does he get away with this? Simple. He is given a free pass.
For decades Jesse Jackson has made a point of saying that he cannot tolerate hate, racism or violence against 'his people' and that he will do whatever it takes to bring those who would do harm down for their actions. However, he has in fact made 2 statements in the last 2 weeks regarding Sen Obama that he would be marching on Washington if a white man would say. This double standard is not unusual as he has done it for years. What makes this one come to the forefront is that he made statements towards another of his race, who just happens to be running for a position that he has failed to reach on several occasions.
Does Jackson hate Obama? I don't think so. Is he jealous? You bet! The mere fact that a very educated, well-spoken person of any race can motivate a party such has Obama would piss off anyone that could not be there to take the accolades for the action. Obama has been able to keep himself in check, but if people are exactly as though you suspect them to be (and most of the time they are) you can believe that the good senator is just flipping out and ready to take Jackson into a back room and beat the hell out of him. I know the supporters that are wishing Obama wins does not want to see anything get in their way, and this would be just the thing that would do that!

Friday, July 11, 2008

Welcome to my blogspot!

This is my attempt to get the word out. The truth about the political system, not what you read or watch or hear. The truth about our government, not what the left wants to lead you to believe.

Okay... there are other passions. Life, love, happiness. I will share those too. So stick around, pull up a chair, relax and remember not to take things too seriously!